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Another year has gone without me doing anything worthwhile. My birthday stopped feeling special long ago. It's a day just like any other. Makes me wonder, though.

Am I too twisted to appreciate this day anymore? Or is this how it's supposed to work? Can anyone truly remain grateful for their continued existence? Mental milestones placed along the road, in equal intervals; our way of marking ourselves in the flow of time. Why is there a need to do so? Is there really?

My birthday shouldn't have any importance. It's not special. I'm not special. Unique, probably, but not special in any way.

I wish I could have stopped myself from becoming like this. Maybe a different me wouldn't hurt this much.

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hotbento Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2016
Thanks for the fav! :iconsqueeeeplz:
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AllKindsOfYES Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2015  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the fav like ever ago! Star and Her Evil Rainbow Emote 
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Doubleb24 Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2015
Sure thing.
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snibako Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015   Digital Artist
Hiya!  Thank you so much for the fav and watch! :D
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Doubleb24 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015
No, thank you for doing your thing. It's always good to find a good artist.
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snibako Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015   Digital Artist
Aw geez you're too kind.  thank you! :)
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LorienInksong Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2015  Professional General Artist
Hi BB, figured its been a while so I'd stop and say hi.  (Hopefully this isn't too spammy on your front page. ;; )  How are things going for you?
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Doubleb24 Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2015
Spammy? Hah, no way. Only you write me anyway, so it's okay.

I'm kinda the same as ever, just floating along. Though recently I've been seriously considering taking metalsmith/jeweler courses, I feel that might work for me. Life directions are hard to get :(
Right now I'm looking for a short-term job, I'm in need of spending money. PC started to die on me too, I really need a better one now.

Anyway, that's me in a nutshell. What about you? Are you doing okay?
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LorienInksong Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2015  Professional General Artist
:/  I know that feeling, not being sure what to do.  Best of luck, especially with your PC, and gotta say those courses sound pretty rad though.

Mostly doing pretty well.  As reluctant as I am to admit it I think its time to seek some help though, fairly sure I've gotten tagged with the depression bat/ have actually had it for a long time.  Its hindering my day to day life and art. ;;
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Doubleb24 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2015
Ah, the depression bat, it truly is a tricky weapon. Admitting is a super hard thing (took me 5 years and a suicide plan) but I'm happy you can do it. It shows that you have your wits. The rest will come later.

Keep fighting the good fight. I'm here to cheer you on and listen.
(One day I'll fly there and find you and hug you. Seriously.)

And, if nobody told you today: You're great.
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